Being an author isn’t just about writing stories—it’s a rollercoaster of highs and lows. Some days, the words flow effortlessly, and it feels like I’m creating something magical. But other days, I’m staring at a blank screen, wondering if I’ll ever get it right.
The rejections are the hardest part. I’ve been branching out into picture books, and just when I think I’m on the right track, another rejection letter arrives. It’s hard not to ask the same questions over and over—What didn’t they like? What can I do better? Each rejection stings, and after so many “no’s,” it’s easy to wonder if I’m really cut out for this.
Lately, I’ve been pouring my heart into a picture book inspired by my husband’s Mexican roots and our journey in creating a real artisan hot sauce brand. We’re currently working on a Kickstarter campaign to bring the hot sauce to life, and the process has given me a deeper appreciation for the culture and history that comes with every ingredient and flavor. This story is a reflection of that journey, and I’m hoping it finds a home where it can inspire young readers to appreciate the beauty of food, culture, and tradition.
I’ve been fortunate to have an incredible support system during this process. My co-host, Jackie, who understands my vision and always champions my work, has been one of my biggest cheerleaders. She knows how important it is for me to not just tell a good story but to celebrate diverse voices and experiences, especially in children’s literature. Her encouragement reminds me why I’m doing this, even when the journey feels impossible.
Impostor syndrome is always lurking in the background. Even after publishing my middle-grade series, Adventures in Oculus, and releasing my devotional, I still find myself questioning, What am I doing? The doubt never fully goes away, and sometimes it feels like an uphill battle to convince myself that I belong in this space.
But despite the setbacks, the uncertainty, and the constant self-doubt, I refuse to give up. I’ve come too far to stop now. I’m determined to make this dream a reality, no matter how many “no’s” I hear. I know my stories have a place in the world, and I’ll keep pushing forward until they find their way into the hands of readers.
For anyone else feeling this way—know that you’re not alone. The journey is tough, but we keep going because our stories matter. And sometimes, all it takes is one “yes” to change everything.
